Im sorry Im not perfect.
Put me to shame.
I sware I'd be perfect
if only we were the same.

I will love you till the end and that is that.
No matter what comes up.
Hand in hand till the end.
Then thats the final act.

Im sorry Im not your pure-bread angle.
Just a filthy Mutt.
So put me to shame my dear Ashlee
when the worst I'll do is cut.

Call me Mr. Cookie Cutter
cutting X's into my wrists
Nothing can now cure my busting heart so full of you.
I want you, I need you
Can I really have you?
your so perfect there is nothing better.

You mean the world to me
My one and only Ashlee
Is this it, just the two of us? Or does it go on?
I want you day by day
step by step
untill our lifes are gone.

Im hoping you never shed a tear over me,
My dear Ashlee
I'll do anything once
cause' anything goes
As long as I have you,
thats all I could ever need

Making a living is hard with you on my mind.
You are one of a kind!
I love you more than anything.
You are my everything.
Most importantly, my one and only something.

I would be nothing without you.
I love you.
I want you.
I need you.

Your my Ashlee,
thats all I could ever need.
I love you baby.
And I hope you really love me.

Gone Forever........

Gone forever,
Like that sunset I wished would never end.
Gone like the autumn wind......
I wish you were here right now.....
I wish you were near me now.... 
Just a sign that you're still here somehow,
I just wanted to let you know
That I miss you,
And I love you..........
Being here without you
Is the hardest thing for me..........
But now you're gone forever.......

(R.I.P. Casey Nicholas 89-08)-(my bro)

As my blood fades to black.......

I lay here,
Endlessly,
Waiting for you......
To hear your voice,
To see your eyes,
One last time..... (one last time.........)
But no, it just had to end.............
RIght here, and now...............
As I blee so helplessly,
Waiting for you to say those 3 words,
"I love you".
But no,
As I lay hear so helplessly,
As my colors fade............
You watch me die.........
As my colors fade to black.................

I love you....

"I love you"
I hear you genty whisper as you move closer....
Under the moonlit fog,
You wipe my tears, as I pull away...
Only you don't know that I knew it all......
As I walk away you say "I swear I love you...."
But it doesnt mean a thing to me.....
Nothing you ever said has meant a thing to me.............

Russian Roulette.

Just sitting here without you,
All alone
Waiting to find something, somewhere
Sitting here waiting to ignite the flame
Set off that fuse
Waiting here to be with you
But the endless glow that lies in your eyes,
Blinds me so endlessly
As I'm sitting in this room.........(in this room...........)
Staring out the window,
WIthout a clue,
That I'm waiting for you...........
So won't you stay.........
And just play a round......
Of this Russian Roulette.......
Finger's on the trigger.....
I wish you would just forget.

As I'm dreaming,
That you
Were here with me tonight
Instead of standing there
Waiting for the forever and never
And you begin to think.....
Why did it have to end....
Why did it all have to just go away....
And now that's over,
Why can't I just spread my wings and start to fly away....
away......

Just waiting, and hoping,
that someday I could see you again
I'm missing, you, being right here...
Wishing you were here right now...
I just wanted you to know,
that I miss you,
I'll always be right here for you...
And now that you're gone,
I'm wishing that I didn't let you go.....

Time To Be.


This is the time......
This is the time.....
It is the time to show yourself
It is the time to show your face,
it's the time to win this race.
Time to remember all that we've been through.
Time to be something more,
And now we're on our way to forever and never,
Taking a chance to find another,
 Making our dreams come true,
One little thing at a time,